ugh pretty soon i will need to find an outlet for my frustration and rage.  it is getting to be too much for me to keep inside.  it's written all over my face and i hate that if everyone paid attention, they could all tell.  but few people do.  emo ( Read more... )

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Thanks.

Mngmt.

i need a job.  i need a job.  i need a job.  SO badly.

seriously.

you don't understand.

i need SOMETHING.

please just step back and let me do something.

i'm a fast learner, and i like money.

see what you can do with that.

i'm not going to say something that i'm thinking.  i'm not.

****

sometimes when i look at you i am very annoyed.

getting right down to it:

i had a phone interviewish type thing with the director of camp bruce mccoy yesterday...on the phone.  she seems really really nice, but i still was nervous and didn't really sound like i knew what i was talking about (which was myself).  but, hey, at least i got to have an interview after all.  i told my dad that and he ( Read more... )

ugh it hurts my insides when a 6-part progressive/metal band from my hometown wants to friend me on myspace and their picture looks like a fourteen year old gang on court square and their vocals are bad and the first thing i think is 'Evanescence' and all their friends are little emo kids taking myspace pictures in the bathroom and boohooing ( Read more... )